Call It Even Lyrics

I saw an open door and I looked inside it
But I'd no idea 
What you were hiding 

So now I'm holding the bag
And it's heavy
And the conversation stopped 
So much for friendly 

And if I told you I was not very good
At making small talk when I should 
But you have one advantage over me
At times like this I'm lost at sea 

Chorus
Why can't I see it for what it really is
And know it like I know my name
And if it's all the same I don't like this game
So let's pack it up
And call it even 

Well I'm not the type to speak
Just to hear my voice
And I'm sure you'd hear me out 
If you had the choice
But your words keep coming out
Neverending
And I wonder if I'd have to shout
And if I told you I was dying of thirst
And the sky was falling just to make it worse
Would you just smile and continue on
As if your mouth had a race to run 

Chorus 

Well I'm glad we had this talk
I feel better
And if I've something else to say
I'll write a letter 

And if I told you you were not very good
At hearing others when you really should
Would you just smile and push me away
You can't be bothered there's still words to say 

Chorus