Becoming Lyrics

   A long time ago I never knew myself. Then the memory
   Of shame birthed its gift.
   No more. The small one, the weak one, the frightened one.
   Running from beatings, deflating. I'm becoming more
   Than a man. More than you ever were. Driven and burning
   To rise beyond Jesus.
               I'm born again with snakes eyes
               Becoming Godsize
   I found my life was slipping through my hands. Perhaps
   Through death my life won't be so bad.
   I can see you, can fuck you, inside of you. Staring through
   Your eyes. Belittle your friends to serve me, to suck me,
   To realize my saving grasp. I of suicide. I the unlord.
               I'm born again with snakes eyes
               Becoming Godsize