Feel So Different Lyrics

 I am not like I was before
 I thought that nothing would change me
 I was not listening anymore
 still you continued to affect me
 
 I was not thinking anymore
 althought I said I still was
 I'd said "I don't want anymore"
 because of bad experience
 
 but now I feel so different
 I feel so different
 I feel so different
 
 I have not seen freedom before
 and I did not expect to
 don't let me forget now I'm here
 help me to help you to behold you
 
 I started off with many friends
 and we spent a long time talking
 thought they meant every word they said
 but like everyone else they were stalling
 
 and now they seem so different
 they seem so different
 they seem so different
 
 I should have hatred for you
 but I do not have any
 and I have always 
oh you have taught me plenty
 
 the whole time I'd never seen
 all you had spread before me
 the whole time I'd never seen
 that all I'd need was inside me
 
 now I feel so different
 I feel so different
 I feel so different.