Going Under Lyrics

--- Track 4 of _Clutching At Straws_ ---

Is it wrong to talk to myself even when there's nobody else
I'm just checking out that I've not gone under the
water or thrown on the beach like a seal ready
for slaughter
Can't you understand that the way things were planned
it never worked out so I just went crazy
I took to the drink like something say its 
maybe


I ain't got no excuse to say, except it's my way
I got nothing else to say, except it's my way
it's always my way I seem to be running away so often
I'll try anything once and that's the way we should be
but it's always the same getting caught up again
in a habbit, a habbit I just can't shake off
the way it always turned out
can you understand it's the way I chose to be
everything seems so easy this way but I'm going under
fast, I'm slipping away, am I so crazy

(Albert St., Aylesbury) [FISH and DEREK WILLIAM DICK]