Song Meaning, Jonathan:
Big black cock! That's what I call a jack and coke. Those little glasses they serve in Europe and everything. That's what I named it, big black cock. And that's another song about me dealing with the pressures of this album and how I, you know, I'm trying to kill myself, but you know? Do I really want to kill myself? Things I'm just questioning myself. Most of this is self-structured.
So you see I’ve gotten this far, please give me some place to rage
I’m not trying to go there, so take me away
Life sometimes pisses me off, it’s never a good trip for me
Every time I reach for love it’s taken away
Night, so I play
Give me a sign, this is gay
Give me some patience, so I pray
It’s time to die, so will I
There’s nothing wrong wanting to be loved, is there something wrong with me
Once in my life I’d like to be really set free, let me be me
Night, so I play
Give me a sign, this is gay
Give me some guidance, so I pray
It’s time to die, so will I
Take-take me away, Take-take it away, Take-take me away, Take-taken away
Gibberish
Night, so I play
Give me a sign, this is gay
Give me some patience, so I pray
It’s time to die, so will I
Night, so I play
Give me the sign, this is gay
Give me some guidance, so I pray
It’s time to die, so will I |