So Far Away Lyrics

What am I suspended here? 
Should I kid myself that I have no fear? 
I get no choice, I just have to wait 
It may already be too late 
I don't know what's going on 
She is here, but I am gone, I am gone
 
My love is lying here 
She's far away though she looks so near 
``Time will tell,'' she says to me 
When a warm ?...? is all I need 
Her peace of mind, her strength of will 
It will come, she's sure it will 
But how can I put my mind at rest? 
I feel I'm coming off second best
 
And I'm cut with my own life 
Is this a dream or is it real life? 
Oh, sleep, come on me soon 
I can't bear this lonely room
  
Look at that hair lying there 
The room is dark, she shows no fear 
I'm lying still, my eyes are wide 
My heart is pumping, I'm still alive 
I'm still awake against my will 
What will it ever take to still this burning in me?