Rilkean Heart Lyrics

Rilkean heart, I looked for you
To give me transcendent experiences
To transport me out of self and aloneness
And alienation into a sense of oneness 
And connection, ecstatic and magical.
I became a junkie for it. I came looking for the next high and I'm sorry I've been
putting the search on the wrong place
I understand that you're confused, feeling overwhelmed
Well that's a feeling state from then, the reality
With cleaning up my emotion of life and I'm getting in touch with myself 
I'm beginning to ground myself in my own sense of being as an entity
One entity on the planet, becoming truly self-reliant and becoming connected with
something beyond me
and that is where i have to go, I'm so sorry i've been
putting the search on the wrong place.
You're lost and don't know what to do. But that's not all of you
That's your reality today, and that is all okay.
I understand that you're confused, feeling overwhelmed
Well that's a feeling state from then, the reality ...